Friday 17 June 2011

SetH Tan~~~FanTaSi aTaU rEalITYY???~~~???~??~?~

Seth Tan....Spe blom kenal??haha...Seth Tan ney watak dalam cerita Nora Elena yg dilakonkan oleh mamat HOT ni (Aaron Aziz)....haha...Watak dy...Subhanallah...He's soooooooo sweeeeetttttt!!!!

Penyabar,Romantik,Protective,Caring....Semua pakej Lengkap la....He's full of surprises..ada je benda dy wat utk amik ati  bini dy...He'll do anything just to make her happy...Giler tabik spring la klu ada jejaka mcm ni...BTW,dy ni setia la..dtg la girl lain hot camne pun,he always see his wife!!mampu??



Tp utk berpijak di bumi yg nyata,possible ke wujud jejaka mcm tu kat dunia ni....Honestly say,xde la kot....seriously!! Ada ke jejaka yang put his soul-mate first compare to anything else....Of course they will say, "NO WAY girls...I also have other commitment besides u... ~~~ Sama la mcm watak lelaki dlm cerita korea tu..He will do anything for his lover..Bak kata org,lautan api sanggup kurenangi la..hahaha..tp klu real life,jgn ckp lautan api, Sungai  Pahang pon blom tentu..hehehe...xdela..sebenarnya ni pon jwapan kwan2 lelaki yg lain..diorg sendiri mengaku,itu semua lakonan semata2..Sedar atau tidak diorg pon sokong jejaka mcm tu mmg fantasi la nk ada..

So,adakah,watak Seth Tan tu hanya fantasi semata-mata???What do u says??But for me,mesti ada jugak yg perangai ala-ala mcm Seth Tan tu..tp 1 dlm sejuta la..haha.....=)

to girls out there:erm,lepas tgok cerita nora elena ni,gadis mana ximpikan jejaka hot and awesome mcm ni utk jd soul-mate kan??mesti buat muka cute mute abis2 la bila tgok si Seth ni sweet bapak kan??haha...erm,boleh la kot nk mengharap dpt future husband nnt mcm tu tp jganla mengharap sgt sbb sgt2 la jarang utk cari pakej mcm tu...one in a million la...we have to be realistic....so,terima saja future soul-mate nnt camna...no one is perfect!!that's the fact!!and terima kekurangan tu utk melengkapi kelebihan antara 1 sama lain..(cewah,jiwang plak dh..hahha..skali skala..)...Tp klu one day dpt husband mcm Seth,alhamdulillah la..haha


to guys:Utk menjadi lelaki yg hot ala-ala Seth Tan kononnya....Xperlu pun ada muka yg hensem trok bagai...bukan paras rupa yg penting tp yg paling penting hati..klu ikhlas,sure mesti complete semua characteristics utk jd hot tu...Tp biarlah muka hensem trok mcamana pon,tp hati xikhlas,xde maknanya...kan???that's it for now...see u guys again...bye2..=)

Debat Piala Sultan Zainal Abidin ke-11~~part two~~

UMP 1=Shana,Wu Danial,Loshyini,Atikah
UMP 2=Qamar,Amirul,AF,Kima
UMP 3=kak aisyah,abg Jumain,qusyai,Nazran

Okay!!!hri nk bertolak dh tiba...Semua semangat ni..tambah2 adik2 la...well~~maybe this tournament means a lot to them..1st tournament kot...Tp setiap kali Shana jumpa org baru mesti ada je org conpius...lol!
Pak Cik Bas  :la...adik,pakcik xboleh ckp owg putih...pakcik xfaham..
Kak Aisyah:   kenapa plak pakcik???
Pak Cik Bas:  budak tu nak naik bas ni kan?pak cik bukannya reti nk ckp org putih..ckp     cina boleh la...
Shana         :kenapa pakcik???
Pakcik Bas  :   laarrrrr!!!!pak cik ingat awak bukan org melayu...pakcik risau tau..pak cik bukan boleh ckp English...huhuhhuu~~naik2!!
Shana          :Saya melayu tulen kot pakcik!!!

Dlm hati:motif sgt...nama pon pendebat bahasa melayu..tentu2nya tau melayu..hehe ok....smpai dkat Terengganu kitorg smua menginap kat Politeknik kat situ...seriously horror giler tempat dy....mcm dh lama ditinggalkan..mind set ni dh pikir mcm2 dh...Lpas tu sje Shana gi melawat toilet sorang2...Sampai kat sinki and bukak paip..Tetiba dlm takut2 berani ni Air tu kaler merah!!!mcm darah!!!mau x cuak kat situ kan....Dh la tgh takut!!!!!!Rupa2nya...nak tau knp???Paip tu berkarat...So,yg kluar warna merah tu air karat la...hahaha....buat terkezzzuutt saja..hehehe..Tp walau apa2 pun for me,tmpat tu mmg horror...

Smpai ari 1st pertandingan,seperti yg dirancang ump htr 3 team...and I have to lead the juniors....Rsa mcam la...excited pon ada,takut tu jgan ckp la....SANGAT!!!!!!!and for 1st match I have to be 2nd speaker..Usul:Demonstrasi di Asia Barat ikut-ikutan...
dlm match ni ada lg pembetulan yg pelu dibetulann..Rupanya,I can't be the 2nd speaker..But I've to ne a Prime Minister which is 1st speaker..."Shana,tukar!!jd 1st!!_abg adzuan...I never be prime mister ever in any match...the best part is xtahu struktur pon..so,match2 lpas tu guna nota adik2 which is structure of 1st speaker and just follow the step...
And Thanks God!!!Alhamdulillah,lpas tu strategy menjadi....Thanks a lot Abg Adzuan!!

I have talented junior...=)


1 Malaysia



Time 1st match kalah,sy dh risau giler...risau kalu xterbawa tanggungjawab ni..risau kalau hampakan hrapan diorg yg bru seronok2 nk masuk ni..risau kalau xterjalan amanat abg adzuan and yg lain yang suruh sy bawak team...risau sgt2 smpai muka pucat abis..tetiba bru sy perasan,apasal adik2 ni lgsung xbersuatra..tp xkisahlah,ada benda yg perlu dirisaukan lg.."Akak,jgan la sedih...Kitorang janji nk bawak akak masuk suku akhir...akak jgan risau ye..."Tetiba Wu  Daniel bersuara..Rupanya diorg tgh risaukan sy time tu...Sweet btol adik2 ni...Sedikit sebanyak,lega la jgak...=)

dengan KIST


Alhamdulillah....Sebenarnya dalam pertandingan ni banyak mengajar kitorg erti debat sebenarnya...dan walaupun adik2 ni bru je msuk beberapa hari,tp sebenarnya diorg ni hebat...kitorg jumpa banyak team yg hebat jgak tp boleh je diorg berdepan...lg 1,diorg ni mendengar kata,so senang la nk bawak diorg...diorg boleh buat apa yg Shana suruh dalam berdebat.So okay la tu kan....Lg setapak lg langkah,km bakal masuk ke suku akhir tp rezeki xsmpai..Redha jelah,,,At least ranking kitorg ada kat atas...Masa pengumuman ranking,agak terkejut la sebenarnya...Alhamdulillah...Tp perjuangan km xberhenti di sini...UMP 2 n UMP3 teruskan perjuangan ke suku akhir tetapi rezeki UMP 2 hanya disitu..dan Alhamdulillah UMP3 mara ke separuh dan akhir....FYI,UmP 3 langsung xpernah kalah sejak dari saringan lg.

1st time UMP di pentas final...tetapi,UnisZA yg menang...mungkin rezeki km smpai di sini iaitu Naib Johan...apa2 pon ia membakar semangat km lg supaya jd johan next time..Insyaallah..


Org selalu tanya.."apa seronoknya debat??debat mcm ajak org bergaduh je.."Sebenarnya debat bukan itu maksudnya..Debat sebenarnya mengajar erti Sabar,Erti Kebenara,Erti bersuara dan disiplin....Yang paling penting debat mengajar erti keluarga dan persahabatan..biarlah bergaduh masa berdebat,tetapi abis 4 minit penggulungan terakhir.,persahabatan bakal bermula..Professional

Erti kekeluargaan(UMPian)...Rindu senior2 yg lain SSGT2!!!

Erti persahabatan(dgn U lain)
Sy syg debat...Sy syg debaters2 UmP sebab diorg keluarga sy...Sy syg debaters2 lain sebab diorg kawan sy...=)

Bila jd budak nerd!!!

Promote kamus dewan..nak??=P

Thursday 16 June 2011

Debat Piala Sultan Zainal Abidin ke-11~~part one~~

Bila sy budak nerd~~~haha



here I'm back with debate's story....


7 days before tournament ....

From Pekan,I went back to Gambang just because of debate things...Then,masa tu mmg xcukup org..even nk wat latihan pon tggal 5 org ja...Qusyai,Qamar,Kak Aisyah,Mizan(UTM) and me...then,mcmana nk wat latihan???then,Thanks God Qamar dpt tarik minat junior diploma bru msuk then,diorg pon join the club!!!!The best part is,ada yang bukan melayu msuk debate bahasa melayu..(Wu Daniel(chinese) and Loshyini(Indian)),"impressive!!..Apa2 pun,Welcome adik2!!_including Kima,Tikah,Nazran n Syafiiq!!

6 days before tournament...

Blom start latihan walaupun tournament is just around the corner...yelah,mestilah kena bg pendedahan kat adik2..kang terkejut plak diorg kan...hehehe..msa sesi pengenalan diri...smua org of course kenalkan diri..time turn shana...""Nama akak Siti Nur Shana..pggil je Shana..."Muka masing2 blank,loading xpercaya..(motiffffff????)lpas pd tu,diorg tanya..."akak melayu ye??"ye la akak melayu..tu jwapan sy...mukan sorang hang....loading...xpercaya langsung...last kali kantoi nama penuh...tau jgak shana Pan Asia,,,apalah!!!huhhu

4 days before tournament...

bru nk ajar adik2 smua greeting...struktur debat,cara penghujahan dan sebagainya....So,ajar la sorang demi sorang ...Antara cg2 debat yg hebat,,_Abg Adzuan,Mizan,Kucai,Kak Aisyah,Qamar...and xlupa juga cikgu undagan Abg DD a.k.a Nasrul UTM..haha..Abis je perjumpaan tu,semua junior balik dlu n senior2 meeting kjap dgn abg Adzuan....meeting punya meeting punya meeting..."Shana,bawak team adik2 ye..bimbing diorg..Jd leader and u have to lead team..."terkejut beruk eden...sblom ni mana pernah lead team...seram~~~Tp disebabkan diorg percaya utk beri tanggungjawab sebesar ni kpd Shana,Shana amik sahaja walaupun mmg risau giler klu tggungjawab ni xdpt dilaksanakan dgn baik...I take it as a challenge and responsibility from them to me...I don't want to ask why me b'coz I know there's must be a strong reason why..So I take it!!!

3 days before tournament...

 Bermula officially latihan...Then,mcm biasa Shana amik tmpat as a 3rd speaker tp hancur giler lumat sbb maybe risau,n seram biler kes lambat naik...Nak membidas pon xkena!!aarrggghh!!!so,coach tukar strategy...Shana tetiba ditukarkan ke posisi 2...I never be for 2nd speaker but now I have to...Then,that was much2 more better when I am the 2nd speaker...
Then.apa lg...gunakan hri2 yg ada utk practise dan improve skills smua la...smpai hri petandingan...

Saturday 11 June 2011

~~What is friends,bestfriends and true friends???~~

Hello June!!!hehe,,,Well~~in this world,ingatkan psal love je complicated tp dalam kawan sendiri juga complicated...What is differences between,friends,best friends and true friends??post kali ni ingat nak ckp psal tu la..so klu korang ada pendapat sendiri,kongsi2 la ye....hehe..peace..=)


Erm kawan baik dan kawan sejati ini sangat subjektif dan terlalu susah ukur...That is too complicated!!!~!~~Tetapi secara mudahnya ia mungkin boleh ditakrifkan begini.

kawan sejati itu ibarat tangan dan mata, saat tangan terluka mata menangis saat mata menangis tangan menghapusnya.
kawan sejati adalah kawan yg ada di saat kita senang dan susah, kawan yang menolong kita tanpa ada pamrih.
kawan sejati adalah kawan yg tertawa bersama kesenangan dan menangis bersama penderitaan
 erm,senang cerita kawan ketika senang dan susah,sedih atau bahagia...kawan sejati tidak akan menipu atau menyembunyikan kebahagiaan atau kesedihan mereka.."mungkin"~~apa2 la..huhuhu

But for me,kawan sejati/ kawan baik ini juga memerlukan pengakuan kedua2 belah pihak jugak...xboleh la sebelah pihak sahaja yg rasa kwannya itu adalah kwan sejati tetapi yang sebelah pihak lagi xberanggapan begitu...

Apabila kita berasa anda mempunyai seseorang(kawan baik/sejati) dan kita akan menghubunginya di saat susah/ senang,bahagia/ sedih,bosan/ sibuk...kawan baik kita sentiasa menjadi kwan baik kita...kita juga akan mahu kenalkan kepada keluarga supaya kita family kita tahu siapa yang paling rapat..Bg kita,dialah paling rapat dgn kita dan kata org kawan smpai mati..

Tetapi apabila kita berfikiran keadaan dia di sebelah sana...Sekiranya dia juga berfikirAn dan bertindakan sedemikian,Alhamdullillah..Korang mmg kawan sejati la...hehe~~

Tetapi dlam keaadan anda menganggap dia kawan sejati anda,andaikan dia tidak seperti anggapan kita. Kita tidak diperlukan di saat dia senang/susah,bahagia/sedih...Anda hanya akan diperlukan apabila anda yg mencari dy...Dan apa bila kita tersedar akan kenyataan ini sudah pastinya yang hati pasti terhiris...

Menjadi lebih parah apabila anda terasa akan perkara tersebut tetapi dia langsung tidak kisah.Dia tahu anda sedih,dia tahu anda terasa tetapi.he/she will left without a single word not even sorry....and sudah semestinya dia akan bertindak seperti tiada apa yang berlaku...Selagi anda tidak mencari dy,selagi itu anda tidak diperlukan dalam hidupnya...
Dalam keadaan ini,sy berani memberi jaminan bahawa akan ada hati yang terluka parah kerana pasti akan terasa anda tiada nilai baginya walaupun hanya sebagai kawan...Anda sudah pasti akan lebih sakit dan kecewa apabila anda sgt sayang akan hubungan persahabatan anda kepadanya..
Dia teman sejati kita,tetapi kita bukan teman sejati baginya,...itu lebih memalukan...

Tujuan post ini,bukanlah utk katakan bahawa kawan baik ini akan menyakitkan tetapi untuk berkawan baik dengan seseorang,kita perlukan pengakuan dari kedua2 belah pihak supaya anda tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan walaupun dalam nilai persahabatan...Ini just pendapat sy sahaja..klu korang ada pendapat sendiri kongsi2 la...so,renung2kan...

p/s:post ini yidak ada kena mengena dengan hidup termasuk sy mahupun yg sudah tiada ..=)..peace yo!


awk kwn baik sy tp sy bukan kawan baik awk.

Monday 23 May 2011

StArs~~~Subhanallah...

Hello guys..hope everything's fine~~;-)..erm,rutin paling kerap  mlm2 sekarang ni,asyik tgok bintang je mlm2...2 hari lepas tgok bintang dgn Dinie and Dompot..(Who're they??)~~My coursemates..=)..they are soooo sweeet~~lol!!just kidding..They are a very very best friend...=)Lepak2 kat UMP Pekan Pahang ni sambil tgok bulan dan bintang...best jgak~~hehe.. There is so much beauty in the natural world available to us to enjoy, so much unknown for us to explore, and so much for us to imagine..Subhanallah~~have you been try to connect the stars to form pictures or objects??Sy dh cuba tp 1 pon xdpt..lol!Then,Have you been count the stars??It might sounds silly tp sebenarnya seronok jgak...walaupun kita sememangnya tahu yang memang xterkira pon..hihihi...p/s:to my future mr right,"nanti kirakan bintang utk sy yer...xpon,sambung2 la bintang wat objek ke?haha""teeelll!!sudah!!stop!!jgn nk ngarut la Shana oi...haha..back to the story~~

Cantiknya ciptaan Illahi,Subhanallah~
Tetiba terfikir,mcmana la agaknya bintang tu sebenarnya??How does it form?How does it die??by the way sebelum tu,ada kajian yg dibuat oleh ahli astronomi NASA,bintang sebenarnya boleh dikira berdasarkan apa yang kita nmpak sebab xsemua bintang kita boleh nampak, Hanya beberapa bintang sahaja yang mampu dilihat dengan mata kasar. It depends on the surrounding area..If you live in a bright city, the air pollution in the sky and the bright city light fade out the night sky. Only the brightest stars have a chance to make it through the glare.so,who says we can't count??lol! Tp bintang xhidup selamanya..Bintang juga akan mati...
Lihat gambaran  Al Quran mengenai bintang-bintang yang berjatuhan dan penghapusan bintang-bintang tersebut seperti-
Firman Allah SWT:

وَإِذَا النُّجُومُ انكَدَرَتْ

Maksudnya: "Dan apabila bintang-bintang berjatuhan." (Takwir :2)
 
Dan dalam surah lain Allah berfirman :

فَإِذَا النُّجُومُ طُمِسَتْ
"Dan apabila bintang-bintang itu dihapuskan." (Mursalat : 8)
Telah pun dibuktikan di dlam Al-Quran dan ahli astronomi juga mendapati bintang itu akan mati apabila kandungan gas heliumnya habis...wah,erm,mcmana la hari kiamat nnt ye?semua bintang akan berguguran dan bertaburan!!pasti dasyat!!
Walaupun berjuta bintang di atas sana,namun,mereka masih di langit yang sama..Menemani setiap malam yang gelap bertemankan bulan yang sama. Jadi,kita masih berkongsi bintang yang sama,,,=)
pssssssttt:to my future mr right(husband larrr)haha.nnt tgok bintang sama2 yer..haha

Thursday 19 May 2011

~ThE TrUtH aBOuT....~~(gIrLs oNLy)

Hello buddies..Assalamualaikum~~What's going on??Hope everything is fine...=)..Post arini??erm..just wanna share with u guys about something I read today...erm,tittle post tu sje je tulis for girls only sbb tkut plak ada guys terasa sbb buku yang baca td tu pasal lelaki jgak...haha...tajuknya "The Truth About Cheating" by M. Gary Neumal..tjuknya memang general tp dalamnya semua psal lelaki..haha..maybe they are true cheaters kot... MAYBE!!nk cakap xbleh jgak sebab ada jgak kan perempuan pon menipu..tapi lelaki lagi aktif la kot..lol!

Buku ini telah menemuramah 200 lelaki yang mengaku pernah berbohong kepada sahabat dan pasangan masing2. Menurut kajian seramai 66% lelaki mempunyai perasaan BERSALAH terhadap individu yang mereka tipu..Manakala 34% lagi tidak berasa sedemikian..MOTIF xrasa bersalah??hoho...

Fakta lagi,77% lelaki menipu berkawan baik dengan lelaki yang juga suka menipu..So,BEWARE girls!!Tp xboleh jgak nk tuduh kawan dia tu penipu sebab masih ada 23% lagi yang tinggal..We just have to beware!!!That's it!!


Kenapa perlu menipu ye??
Bukan semua lelaki yang menipu itu tergolong dalam kalangan yang tidak setia @ jujur kepada sahabat/ pasangan mereka namun mereka bertanggapan bahawa penipuan mereka tersebut hanyala utk menjaga hati sahabat/pasangan mereka..
AAAaaaRRggHHH!!!xboleh terima langsung alasan tu kan?Motif nak jaga hati sahabat/ pasangan smpai nk tipu2...dlam persahabat/hubungan benda yang paling penting smestinya jujur..xgitu.mmgla kita bukan malaikat utk xbuat langsung but try to avoid it!.So,just be honest!!That's all...Klu menipu skali pun then,tetiba kantoi,jaga hati ke camtu..xjugak kan...Wanna know something,ada 9 sebab persahabatan dan perhubungan boleh terlerai dalan salah 1 sebabnya menipu la..



MENIPU:
Menipu adalah "pembunuh" utama dalam sebuah perhubungan. Ia umpama ledakan gunung berapi yang meletus hebat. Ada yang menipu untuk "menyelamatkan" sebuah perhubungan, namun mereka tidak mahu hati pasangan terluka. Sesetengah orang tidak dapat menerima bahawa hati mereka telah dipermainkan.

hmm..see!!klu lelaki tu jujur dlm pershabatan/hubungan,watpe nk tipu..Klau dlam hubungan xtahula perlu ke x tipu tu(I don't know) tp klu dalam persahabatan motif sgt kan nk menipu...Sahabat yang ditipu itu boleh merasakan bahawa dirinya telah dipermainkan. bayangkan orang yang paling kita percaya,rapat dan sangat sayang sebagai sahabat menipu anda...Semestinya anda tertanya2..Kenapa perlu menipu?Adakah kita tidak dianggap sebagai sahabat??Apa yang cuba disembunyikan?ataupun,kita hanyalah boneka??Mesti rasa mcam tu punya..Kita bukannya robot nk think positive sajo..hhohoho...

So,to the girls,(including me)ntahla kan nak wat camne?so,klu dh kena tipu tu pasrah jelah kot...haha...and to the guys yang TERbaca,haha...jangan pernah terlewat utk meminta maaf and kalau dah menipu tu,perasaan bersalah kena lah ada kan?so,That's all!!bye2!



p/s:post ini hanya untuk dikongsi ddrpd sumber bacaan sahaja..Tidak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang telah mati..terima kasih..hehe=)
please choose honestly!=)

Tuesday 10 May 2011

LoVe LIke ThIS...

just wanna share with u guys about love like this??like what??(not my love story)..lol! unexpressed love!!don't let this happen in your future.. It just gonna hurts you and someone else...check this story out!!

"10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
  "
or are u ignoring my heart??don't be so blind!

Erm..so how??!!get the point rite??but love always gonna be like this...so complicated but maybe it can be less when we fix it..but for me,xmanis la kan klu perempuan yg mulakan..wanita kan insan yang lemah.lol!.walau apa pun mestila lelaki yg perlu  start to step..if u are a coward guy,so,it's gonna be like this...in this case,i'm blaming on the guy...tinggi betul ego..so,the guys out there,be brave to admit your feeling and don't let it end up like this story...you are hurting yourself and someone else..

At last but not least,I got this quotation from HR Abu Daud Al Jimidzyd.
"Apabila seseorang mencintai saudaranya (saudara seagama) maka hendakla ia memberitau bahawa ia mencintainya."
So,don't let it go!!peace~~~